whats been happening surrogacy wise , well we had a 3d scan whch was fantastic , we suprise E she didn't have a clue until we turned up on her doorstep one sunday lunch time. It was amazing and their baby is a cutie , It looks a little like finn when he was born but with subtle differences.
E's parents have been visitng so we haven't done much socialising , it has been great to meet the grandparents and see their excitement too.
we had a lovelly family christmas despite me feeling very pregnant , the bump is expanding at an alarmng rate and even some maternity clothes are starting to get a bit small btu I'm not buying any new ones at this late stage.
I am starting to think about the birth I'm not worried about it as such just have a few little things on my mind , I hope stef and eve make it in time ( i am sure they will) I hope the hospital give us our wishes, I am worried that if we ave to stay in for any length of time that because I am the legal mother they might not let Eve stay to take care of the baby . we have our meeting with the midwife on the 25Th to discuss our birth plan so hopefully i can talk all this through with her. I might even mention it to my consultant at our appointment tomorrow .
as for me and my health I was doing really well but just in this last week I have been feeling anemic , and my spd has reared its ugly head again . not terribly but enough to restrict my movement and make life difficult . I am starting t get to that point where I wish it was over already . this week has dragged more than the last 10 I think. I have started thinking and planning for my sisters wedding in May to try and make the time move faster whilst at the same time wondering what on earth i am going to do when this is over ..... 2 years of devoting my life to surrogacy and in a short ( i hope) 6 weeks it will be over. that feels very strange !!
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